Monday, January 30, 2017

Not about Me?

     I was thinking about what I wrote yesterday and had an epiphany. It's not that I don't have anything to say, it's that I don't have a lot to say about myself! Probably because I leave that for my therapist. It's rather scary and frankly I'm an avoider. This is why it's easier for people like Perez Hilton to have blogs. They just write about everyone else. I'm not a fan of gossip though so when I do talk about what's going on in other peoples lives it feels wrong. We all know gossip is just because you don't have anything interesting to say about yourself and it makes you seem more interesting. In a really pathetic way of course.

     I feel like I used to be interesting before this slump that I'm in took hold of me. My therapist thinks I'm interesting but then I pay her. Even if I talk about myself it's all about feelings. I'm a cancer. Or about stupid things that annoy me. Or about how much I love pop culture. But who really thinks those are interesting? It sounds more like gossip and whining.THIS sounds like whining!  Maybe.

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